junethirteenth

by toadlilies

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junethirteenth

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released April 28, 2019

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toadlilies Omaha, Nebraska

andrea, destiny, and jake

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Track Name: gatecrashing
screaming at the light
every rain is a present
read dreams and storms
you'll sort it out in a notebook

mental golem
give me the strength
to withstand this
'til it kills the inner parent
scold the baby

evening is my garden
take walks
black cigarette
night fall
drinking down ink
a new way of seeing

screaming at the light
every rain is a present
read dreams and storms
you'll sort it out in a notebook
Track Name: kite pilot
it's not easy pretending that we are good friends
but there is hope when I look at you
maybe I'm wrong?
take your time until it feels real
take your time until it feels real
i'm not happy watching sitcoms
please do not cry
I cannot relate to these empty situations
take your time until it feels real
take your time until it feels so real
Track Name: fireflies
I am left with regrets
I forget with you
chase all these old memories
time can't heal wounds bound in sorrow

can't you see I'm sorry?
hold my hand through this
I reach for you, me, us
pushed you away
begged to stay

underwater
underwater
underwater drowning
this keeps happening
this keeps happening
this keeps happening boring

I am left with regrets
hold my hand through this
you and me
it's easy
same old routine but we're bound in sorrow
Track Name: starting over
everything comes to an end
what made you think you were exempt from this?
this is bigger than it is.
everything come to an end
decomposition
where do we fit in before it falls in on itself?
begin anew, begins all over again
restart, built on certain death
new life after all the doom
all the doom!
everything comes to an end
this is the new start and where we part
drown in all your past regrets
you can't evade death
Track Name: good lies
kiss me
kiss me
kiss me and then we'll die
and then we'll die

i have what it takes and still I make the same old fucking mistakes

miss me
miss me
miss me
miss me
pull me apart for my heart
I have what it takes and still i make the same old fucking mistakes

kiss me
kiss me
kiss me

you don't know what you started
you don't know what you fucking started

kiss me
you don't know what you started

you don't know what you fucking started
miss me
miss me
miss me
and then we'll die for all our lies
Track Name: acceptance
a corruptuous reality is taking over the city
severing all connections
disbanding all that's within me
which part is you?
which part is surrogate?
replaced
renamed
deadweight subordinate
Track Name: rocks and shoals
feels displaced
in this space
close your eyes
wave goodbye
oh soon we can go back home
fifteen years frozen still
thirty years
head is clear
oh this drags on far too long
it's too much
don't wake me up
streams of time
starting to unwind
I'm drifting out of range
Track Name: not so stories
be calm
too many emotions
being calm is your obsession
tell me I exist as more than just your idea of who I am!
nothing good comes from your tantrums
cage yourself I want to be free
I can't see why we can't find peace
you think you're a righteous person
i'm not righteous I'm just me
people grow and change
I can't stay the same for you anymore
please don't
please don't push me away
you're the one pulling me under
I just want to see you happy
I don't see why we can't find peace

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